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There is No I in Team, So Why Do We Act Like It?

Posted on July 18, 2017

Team, a 4 Letter Word That Means So Much I’ve been a part of a team for most of my life. Be that sports teams, group projects, work teams, and now a few admin teams. Throughout my time within a team setting, I’ve learned more than I thought I learned at that time. Implementing it is what I have trouble with. Playing sports has been a huge part of my life. Honestly, I miss it and I wish I would’veRead More


Endometriosis Sucks and I Hate It

Posted on July 11, 2017

It’s Cycle Time Again Why? Why do I have to have this stupid Endometriosis? I hate it so much. I’m going to whine and complain about it because it seriously sucks. Endometriosis sucks! Ok, I’ll dial it back a little. If you have a menstrual cycle, pms, or just really bad cramps you sort of know what I mean. Some women are blessed with little to no pain during their cycle. Some, like me, are useless when it’s that timeRead More


Happy 3rd Birthday Kbebe!

Posted on July 9, 2017

Kbebe Turns 3 Today How has it been 3 years already? How is Kbebe 3 today? This wild, sweet thing blessed our life with the best oops imaginable. You see we weren’t ready for a baby, we were just trying to get married! Cameron asked me to marry him in November of 2013, best day until a week later those 2 blue lines popped up! That day was a mix of terror and excitement. At 23 we both were completelyRead More

Help Me Heal My House, My Heart, My Life

Posted on July 6, 2017

So… We figured out where the maggots are coming from. Actually, a new/good/amazing/sweet/beautiful friend figured it out. Seriously, ya’ll¬†it’s ridiculous. But before I get into that, I want to talk about the whole aspect of “asking for help.” (If you missed the first part of this story, head HERE) Why are we so afraid to be vulnerable and ask when we need help? I am so guilty of off-handedly¬†mentioning that I need help but not actually accepting that help. WhyRead More

Failing at This SAHM Thing

Posted on June 26, 2017

Seriously *If you are going to comment mean things just don’t even start. You may be perfect but I’m not. I beat myself up every single day about failing and don’t need to hear it from you.* Where do I even start? My house is a nightmare, I don’t even want to show you because it’s that bad. Dishes in the sink for weeks, trash on the floor, my room is covered in clothes and just crap laying around everywhere.Read More


My First Time Away. Mom Guilt, Amirite? (Part 1)

Posted on June 21, 2017

It Feels Like The First Time So, I’m heading to BlogHer17 this weekend and I’m stoked! It feels like the first time in a long time that I have felt excited about life. Like I have been transported back to the days of summer camp. Those were the best days because I knew that in those few moments I would feel changed. As a mom, I should feel guilty for feeling that way, right? Why are we so scared toRead More

Fathers Day Help

Celebrating Father’s Day, But Why Won’t He Help Me?

Posted on June 14, 2017

Why Won’t He Help Me? Father’s Day is coming up this weekend and I am busy making gifts with the kids. I seem to dread holidays lately because all we do is make a mess and then it takes me forever to get back to clean. In fact, it seems like more often than not the house is a wreck. I find myself asking the question, “Why won’t he help me?” Why does he come home every night and justRead More